| Location | Kilmarnock, Scotland |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Rare Heart Condition |
| Date of Birth | 07/03/2008 |
| Date of Death | 07/03/2008 |
| Visitors | 8,141 since 08/04/2008 |
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****I JUST WANT TO SAY A HUGE THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO TAKES THE TIME TO LEAVE MY SPECIAL BEAUTIFUL
BABY BOY CANDLES AND TRIBUTES IT REALLY MEANS SO MUCH TO ME TO KNOW HE'S TOUCHED THE HEARTS OF ALL
OF YOU****
This page is in Loving Memory of our very much loved and wanted son Nathan. 'oor wee JeLLybean'
Nathan was born asleep at 21+6 weeks gestation on the 7th March 2008 at 23.49 and weighed 1lb 3oz
due to a major heart defect called Hypoplastic Left Heart Syndrome, basically he only had half a
heart and wasnt going to survive no matter what we did, so we had to make the hardest decision in
our lives to let our baby boy be born early as after the choices we were given, this was the only
way he wasnt going to suffer.
Real heartache is giving birth to your baby knowing he wont survive the delivery, Walking out the
maternity unit with nothing but a memory pouch and leaving your baby behind, then having to go
through a funeral, putting your baby to rest, then having to face living the rest of your life
without him.
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An Angel In The Book Of Life Wrote Down Our Baby's Birth And Whispered As She Closed The Book 'Too
Beautiful For Earth'.
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THE SMALLEST ANGEL
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Ten Tiny Fingers,
Ten Little Toes,
Hair Just Like Daddy's
and A Cute Button Nose.
In Short You Are Perfect,
Not One Single Flaw,
But Your Eyes Are Sleeping
and Will Forever More.
I Held You In My Arms That Day,
I Felt So Honoured Too,
I've Held the Smallest Angel
and Darling, That Was You.
We Have A Very Special Place
Deep Down Inside Our Hearts,
We'll Hold You There Forever
So We'll Never Ever Part.
So Sleep Now Little Angel,
It's Only Your Body That's Gone
Because We Love and Remember You,
You'll Live On and On.
Night Night Beautiful Baby,
We've Prayed To Heaven Above
and Asked God To Look After You There,
Wrapped Safe In Eternal Love.
Sending my love
Hey lil sweetheart, am away for the week from now till next friday so am saying ur in my thoughts where ever I am lil sweetie u and ur lovely mummy.
With love
From Laura and Leon
xxxx
THANKS A MILLION!!!!
I am so pleased to have my computer back I have really really missed lighting my candles & messages for Christopher I miss him so much.
I would like to thank each and every one of you
that have continued to light candles, leave tributes & photographs for Christopher while my computer has been getting fixed.
It has really annoyed me that I have been unable
to light my candles & tributes for all your wonderful angels.
I have missed being in touch with all of you,
and not being able to read all the lovely messages
you leave for Christopher & I they really do mean such a lot to me.
It will take me awhile to read all the messages I have missed but I will read each and every one of them once again thank you all for your support
it is very much appreciated you are all so very kind
A part of us is missing
And there is nothing we can do
The part of us that’s missing,
My dearest Angel is you
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe) Mum
For Monday
IT'S SO GOOD TO BE BACK ON-LINE
♥ HAPPY EASTER ANGEL ♥
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The night is black
And the stars are bright
And the sea is dark and deep...
There's someone I know
Who's safe and snug
And they're drifting off to sleep.
Round and round,
A little boat
No bigger than your hand
Out on the ocean
Far away from land
Take the little sail down
Light the little light
This is the way
To the garden in the night..
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Tribute for this Special Weekend
HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE
Candles will be lit as usual
On Sunday For Monday
SKY BUNNIES
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The sky is full of bunny clouds
So soft and fat and white,
I wonder if they're hiding eggs
For angels to find with delight.
Because angels like Easter as well, you know,
And there's no reason why
There shouldn't be an Easter hunt
In meadows in the sky.
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THE TINY BUNNY
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The tiny bunny
Is working all day long
Decorating Easter eggs
While humming a song
He is having so much fun
Making eggs for you and me
And small chocolate bunnies
That he gives away free
But when he is finished
He'll bring them your way
In a big coloured basket
Upon Easter day
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A SPECIAL EASTER WISH
This special Easter wish
That comes with love to you
Brings warm and heartfelt thanks
For all the thoughtful things you do--
It also comes to let you know
You mean so much more each day
To everyone your lives have touched
In such a loving way.
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FUNNY BUNNY
Little Easter, the comedienne bunny,
Tried too hard at being funny.
She juggled and she dropped the eggs
They fell and smashed between her legs.
Poor Easter left the stage in shame
And thought that she might change her name.
But then that bunny read this ad,
"This Sunday we need help real bad."
So Easter Bunny kept her name
And through the years has gained much fame,
When Easter's Sunday comes each year.
She delivers eggs and we all cheer.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
For Friday
Angel
No longer here on earth
You are missed so very much
Your friends and family want you
Long to feel your touch.
We keep you in our hearts
Our love we send your way
Your angel wings in heaven
Feel it every day.
For the time that you were here
You really left your mark
Those left behind were
Feeling cold and dark
Now you are an Angel
In gods garden you are free
You send your love with raindrops
Saying it’s just a kiss from me
We will always love you Angel
You are our heart and soul
Your light shines brightly on us
It helps to fill your hole.
Until I get to heaven
Please keep a place for me
I’d like to be with you
When it’s time to be set free.
Tribute For This Weekend
Candles will be lit as usual
On Sunday For Monday
A LITTLE HUG ♥♥♥
A little hug from me to you
To make you smile
When your feeling blue,
To make you happy
When your sad
To let you know life aint so bad
Now I have given
A hug to you
Somehow I feel
Much better too
Hugs are better
When they there shared
So pass this on to show you care...
♥HX♥HX♥HX♥HX♥HX♥HX♥HX♥HX♥HX♥HX♥HX♥HX♥HX♥
MY LITTLE ANGEL
You’ve just walked on ahead of me
And I’ve got to understand
You must release the ones you love
And let go of their hand.
I try and cope the best I can
But I’m missing you so much
If I could only see you
And once more feel your touch.
Yes, you’ve just walked on ahead of me
Don’t worry I’ll be fine
But now and then I swear I feel
Your hand slip into mine.
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FOUR CANDLES
The first candle represents our grief.
The pain of losing you is intense
It reminds us of the depth of our love for you.
The second candle represents our courage.
To confront our sorrow,
To comfort each other,
To change our lives.
This third candle we light in your memory.
For the times we laughed,
The times we cried,
The times we were angry with each other,
The silly things you did,
The caring and joy you gave us.
The fourth candle is just for being you
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GOOD-BYE
I know my time has ended,
Its time for me to leave.
I want you all to know,
You mean so much to me.
Why I had to go,
Was a mystery to me.
All I heard was God,
Saying “ Please come home to me.”
So I left my friends and family,
I didn’t say goodbye.
All I got to see,
Were the tears in their eyes.
But as I saw them crying,
I asked them not to grieve.
Knowing how much we care,
That our love will never cease.
You can look up at the sky,
And look over to the sea.
When you feel that gentle breeze,
You always think of me.
When your time comes,
To join me up above.
We will be reunited,
And still, we’ll have our love.
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I CAN'T REMEMBER
Just a line to say I'm living
That I'm not among the dead
Though I'm getting more forgetful
And mixed up in my head.
I got used to arthritis,
To my dentures I'm resigned,
I can manage my bifocals,
But God, I miss my mind.
For sometimes I can't remember,
When I stand at the foot of the stair
If I must go up for something
Or have I just come down from there?
And before the fridge so often,
My poor mind is filled with doubt,
Have I just put the food away,
Or have I come to take some out?
And there's the time when it is dark
With my nightcap on my head,
I don't know if I'm retiring,
Or just getting out of bed.
If it's my turn to write you,
There's no need for getting sore,
I may think that I have written
And don't want to be a bore.
Remember that I love you
And wish that you were near.
Now it is nearly mail time,
So I must say goodbye dear.
There I stand beside the mailbox,
With face so very red,
Instead of mailing you my letter,
I had opened it instead.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
For Friday
Tribute For This Weekend
Candles Will Be Hit And Miss For A Few Weeks
My Father-in-Law is very ill in hospital,
I’m trying to light all my candles
Sometimes you will get 2 on one day
And none the next day I always put the day
They are for at the bottom of verse.
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MEMORIES
Our memories build a special bridge
When loved ones have to part
To help us feel we're with them still
And sooth a grieving heart.
Our memories span the years we shared,
Preserving ties that bind,
They build a special bridge of love
And bring us peace of mind.
MY CASTLE
Can you see my castle
Up here in the sky
Its got big gold gates
That sparkle in my eyes
Can you see my garden
It’s full of red flowers
And they smell beautiful
They hold magic powers
I have many new friends
That are all like me
They too are an angel
Flying high and free
They watch over family’s
That like me left behind
And send them angel kisses
They are friends hard to find
I’m glad I’m in heaven
And that I am at peace today
Yes I miss my family dear
But I had to go away
God picked me from many
And said that I’m one of the best
And I had completed my lives journey
And that I had past all the tests
So I deserve this castle
That god gave to me
And one day if your lucky
This castle you will see.
NATURE'S WONDERS
Have you ever wondered
what makes the wind blow?
Could it be our loved ones
blowing us a kiss?
Have you ever wondered
what makes the stars shine?
Is it our loved ones keeping watch
over us while we sleep?
Have you ever wondered
what makes the skies cry?
Could it be our
loved ones missing us?
Have you ever wondered
what makes the sun shine?
Is it our loved ones
giving us a warm hug?
Have you ever wondered
what makes the ocean waves
come pounding to shore?
Could it be our loved ones
wanting to touch us once more?
There are so many of natures wonders
and do we really know why?
Is there a higher power
making sure we always remember
The loved one we’ve lost
and shall never forget.
LIGHT A CANDLE
Light a candle for those we mourn.
Into a new life they will be born.
Do not look for them at the graveside.
They are somewhere else
radiating their beautiful light.
They have gone to a new world
where there is no darkness, no pain.
Their light and essence will always remain.
Light a candle for those who have left
this mortal place.
They are free to travel through time and space.
When we think of them, they are near.
When we sit in a beautiful garden.
Their voices we hear.
When we listen to a divine symphony,
We close our eyes, their faces we see.
Light a candle for they have not really gone.
With each flickering flame,
in your hearts they will always belong.
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A smile is cheer from you to me,
The cost is nothing its given for free.
They console the weary and gladden the sad.
And can make someone happy when they are mad.
Unlike blessings in which we pray
Its the only thing you keep when you give it away.
Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
For Friday
I left here in a hurry,
I never got to say,
Just how much I love you mum,
And take your fears away.
I know your heart is breaking,
I see it in your face,
You feel your life is empty,
Now there is nothing there but space,
I’m always with you mum,
Through the day and the night,
I kiss your eye lids gently
As you huddle up so tight.
I think of how it should have been,
I know you dream of me,
I wish I could have stayed,
But it just wasn’t meant to be.
That raindrop on your cheek,
It isn’t rain at all
It’s the tears that I cry,
And you catch them as they fall.
A CANDLE OF LOVE FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY.XXX
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